My best friend

I am in love but this love with not last just likethe others before and when this love does end i will only have one friend
the friend that is always there for me giving me advice and love
i have had to throw my friend out for i awhile and this i fully regret
how could i throw out the one thing that understands me the best?
my blade!
no matter the problems within or without it is always there understandingly
it nevers thinks its better than me even though it prolly is
my blade is my one true best friend
yes at times it might control me getting into my head telling me to cut til no blood is left
but mostly i control it i'm still alive ain't i
never again will i throw away my best friend
in this game we call life there is to must s h i t to f u c k up but not to have your best friend alive and carried with you