You Are Never There

I see you face
when i cry for it
its not there

I feel your arms
when i long for them
they push me away

i hear your voice
when i call for it
it whispers nothing

i see your beauty
when i understand it
i am shunned

i whisper your name
when i call it
there comes no answer

i know i am nothing
compared to them
all i want if for you to care

i crave your presence
when you are never there