Where are the answers to my life?

Is there a place I haven't been?
Or is this all there is to you?
A better life I haven't seen?
Or is this all there is to do?

Ever wonder why I quietly sit in the corner?
Ever wonder why I never speak?
Ever wonder why I'm not a fast learner?
Ever wonder why I look so weak?

I haven't been set free,
I know there's more to you,
There's way more to this life I haven't seen,
And there's way more to do.

I want an answer as to why I hurt you so bad,
I never speak because you judge,
I don't want you to get mad,
So just leace me alone, don't give me a funny nudge.

Because it's not so funny,
In fact one time you hurt me so hard,
You made my arm bleed and go all runny,
I wish I could show you the real me but it's way too hard.

The more people find out,
The less I am liked,
The more people try to understand what I'm about,
The less I am liked...

So I'd best keep myself a secret,
After all I don't want to be hated,
I don't want to make another regret,
Because I want to be wanted...