Our seperation

I take the knife
I take it now
since I realize
We all gotta die somehow

The pain is enormous
But not as big
As the rip in my heart
Maybe there is reincarnation
And I’ll get a new start

My voices are silent
So is the trees
Everything seems to
Be waiting for me.

The dark god catches me
Listens as I weep,
My tears are still falling
Even though I’m asleep

I see your face
You smiling and happy
Your looking so beautiful
In fine cotton and lace.

You take my hand
As I smile at you,
But then I realize
Our separation is due.

I fall to my knees
And walk through the sand
And I can imagine
You yourself,
Walking through barren land.

The sea is so near,
And I start to frown
Coming to think of it,
I wanna drown.

I walk into the water
Trap myself under a boat.
So it is never possible
For me to stay afloat.

I die on last time,
Baby for you.
So sorry it me so long to realize,
our separation was due.