I'm so sick of this feeling.
I haven't known you for a very long time.
I cannot stand this fighting,
You were such a good friend of mine.
You met someone else,
All of the sudden I wasn't good enough.
You got a boyfriend, forgot about me,
And going through this is so tough.
It's not that I don't care,
Because I really, truly do.
After everything we have been through.
Everything has changed, but you.
I hate how things have changed.
Just KNOW, I'm not putting the blame on you.
I know that most of it was me,
I just want you to see that I am doing everything I can do.
I can see you like your new life,
Although I'm not sure I like mine.
I like how things used to be,
But like they always say, things change over time.
I thought you were a friend of mine,
You were the closest friend I ever had.
Now looking back at the for memories,
It makes me sort of sad.
There is so much that I would like to say,
But it seems like silence is the wall between us.
I want to try and make things better,
But when I try, all I do is git pissed and cuss.
I will always have a shoulder to cry on,
I will always be here to give you advice.
I will try to be here to listen to your problems,
I will try my hardest not to entice.
After everything I have said,
After everything I've put you through,
I'm sure you want me to put the blame on you.
Just know - That is something I will never do.
