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by xLongxXxLostx Dec 30, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / other
I cant make it rhyme anymore, its harder and harder eachtime. There so much things built up, but I hold it all inside. Somehow when Im like this, the words rhyme with ease poems are they way I express, \'cause I know Id die without these. I know things shouldnt build up, and that I should do what my friend says. Shes a wonderful person, but I dont like to vent ^^ Sometimes words dont rhyme, but I think \"Do they must?\" I dont think rhymimg really matters more, because I just make it up. All my poems are stories, of how I felt, and why. yes, sometimes I cut myself, and in my sleep i cry. But thats something else, were all different someway. Like when depression takes its reign. Today I feel like dying, but I held it all in. I care little about myself, I just want to protect my friends. Im here now only, because I do not want them hurt. So I slowly destroy my inner self. Because my friends are my world. Keep this poem in mind, next time you read.. about a cutter or someone \"normal\" cause\' things arent always what they seem.