Scared

Look at me, smile at me
Let me be part of you
Cause when I see you smile at her
I fell there's really nothing to do.
I can't tell you how I feel
for fear of not being loved.
I know it's stupid, really
but being quiet is all I've done,
I'm scared of telling you
and not being able to be your friend.
I'm scared of loving you
and have you hate me instead.
I'm scared of smiling
and not getting one back
I'm scared of dressing up pretty
and still think of how ugly I am.
When I heard you'd wait for her
I should have stabbed my heart
but if she's what you want
I won't keep you and her apart.
She'll still be my friend
and I'll still love you
even though your love for me
will never be true.