Unanswered questions

Did you ever know,
How much I truly love you?
When there was a cut on your wrist
There was one on mine too.

Did you ever care,
when I gave you my heart?
Or because of that "crap"
We drifted farther apart?

Did you ever listened,
When I would talk and try to help?
When I tried to be by your side,
And pick you up everytime you fell?

Did you ever feel,
In life as a tiny seed?
That's exactly what I felt with you,
When instead of talking to me, you had weed.

I tried praying and talking,
Just putting color in your life when it turned pale.
Nothing seemed to work of course.
I tried hard, but I failed.

Other friends can talk to you easily.
That, I just simply can't do.
Why? Because I'm not like them?
Or because I care too much for you?