I admit to the world that I'm feeling quite down
The holiday season hasn't treated me well
Maybe I should just crawl up and hide in my shell
Put up my invisible wall where I can't be found
I know what everyone says and maybe they are right
I guess I do deserve better than that guy
But letting go of him makes me want to die
Why are my emotions always a constant fight
So what if I know what I need to do
That doesn't mean I'm smart enough to do it
I'm just gonna keep running cause I can't face my life or make it fit
Yeah running away is like running back wards but I'm stupid enough to do that too
Right now I am trying to do what I can
I'm just looking for the strength to go on
Holding on to people while I can before they are all gone
Just trying to be myself I don't need a man
I know of a strength stronger than any rod
He is stronger than anything that life can throw
He is the strength that I am seeking so I can grow
Yes it is true this strength is in God
The only one with the power to get me through every pain
He is love as well as all that I lack
Though others let me down he always has my back
He is where I look when I need strength enough to break my chain
