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I can't stop thinking about him, Every time I see his picture tears run down my face, And every time I want to let this everlasting love go it comes right back, I can't understand why this won't leave me alone, I don't understand what I have done to make this love be my one and only, I don't like this feeling of great desire, I can't stop thinking about how much I want to kiss his soft lips, and feel his strong arms embrace me, kiss me and love me as much as i him. This is what he wants me to feel, pain every time I want to be with him, how do I tell him how I feel? Is this feeling for real? I cant stop thinking about how I want this feeling to be gone. From morning until night I think about being with him again, cherishing all of the wonderful times we have had together, and knowing that soon they will be lost forever, I want to understand why I can't be with him, be with him and him with me, I don't understand why this is so hard. Why the one I love is so far, the one that I can't stop thinking about is never going to be with me, for he is the only one that I see. How do I make this horrible feeling go away, so I can love another day? Love one that isn't here to hurt me, love one that I can see, love one that I want to be with, Love one that I imagine I will come home every day to the one that I love. Is is him, or will I never love again?