Only 4

Hello and my name is pete
i am only four
my mommy is drunk and always beats me

my mommy says i am bad
she hits me and yells
i don't no wht i do but i think it makes her mad

she loves to see me in pain
she use to hold me and love me
now i think she has gone insane

i cry from the pain and i scream
the welts and bruises hurt so bad
i wish this was just a bad dream

i pray to god to let this pain go away
but every day when i get hit and cry from the pain
i no it is here to stay

i hear her come in the door
and smell the whiskey on her breathe
i felt something hit my head and i was laying on the floor

hello my name is pete
and i am only four
now i am in heaven and i am wit the lord