Blind

All the time I used to say
If a boy come my way
And if he fall for me
I'll won't hurt my one & only

All the times I was wrong
They just hurt me and I'd had to be strong
I thought I'll never find someone
to sit together and watch the rising sun

That was the time when I found you
That was when all my skies went blue
I fell for you from the first sight
But long time that was all I hide

I got lost in your eyes
And your voice took me to my paradise
I could sit and laugh with you
With you I thought my dreams came true

But it looked as if it was like every time
As if it would end in a crime
You had her and I was alone
So I took my broken heart and try to move on

I told myself again and again
That I don't need you to be happy
And somehow it works one day
I thought my feelings for you were away

I told myself that he was the one I love
The one who is sent from above
who keeps my heart save
Not sent it to its grave

I believed all my lies
Ignored the tears my heart cries
My mind gave up the dream from you & me
Cause I thought that this could never be

Even as I knew you love me
My lies were all that I see
And so I moved on loving him
And ignoring the voice of my heart

I wish you could see
That I am so sorry
I hurt you all the time
whether deep inside I feel the same

But my heart told my mind
Not to be so damn blind
And as you told me your love
I know you were the angel from up above

So please forgive me that I hurt you
For you there's nothing I won't do
So I cry a tear of joy
For I have find my boy

~~Please tell me what you think about this~~