For All Of You

My face has gone pale
My nails have turned blue
My clothes dont fit anymore
I dont know what to do

Waking up; my stomach turns
My eyes water in pain
This disease has changed everything
Slowly driving me insane

I look at the food; piled in my fridge
I look away and start to cry
My stomach heaths; i choke
I look at my face; asking who am i

My curves; have faded
My Rosy cheeks have disappeared
I'm changing into nothing
Something Ive always feared

I'm to weak to laugh and smile
Only strong enough to cry tears
Sitting in my empty room
Grumbles; Is all i hear

My Mom and friends think its a phase
So i turn the other cheek
My stomach starving for energy
I go on a ghost; another dieing week

I used to think i was fat
But now that I'm just a fading life
Id rather be who i was
So it wouldn't mattered if i cried at night

My head is pounding with questions
My eyes are a daze to the sight
The only time i escape this pain
Is when I'm dreaming far away at night

But waking to this miserable pain
Is something i must do
I have to stay strong for now
Just for all of you