My Final Stand

Just let me die
I want to end it all NOW
I don't mind if it hurts
And I don't care how
Im failing school
And im falling behind
I have no one to talk to
And im losing my mind
The scars are returning
My soul is weeping
I cant even count
All the secrets im keeping
Ive tried before
To let it all out
They thought I was crazy
And I really don't doubt
I just want it over
Please let it end
No one will listen
And I cant tell my best friend
Let me suffer
Its what I deserve
I caused so much pain
In all of my words
I know they'll be happy
That im letting go
Im sure they wont mind
If its painful and slow
Tear myself open
As I let go of your hand
A tear falls from my eye
Its my final stand