First you abandon me on christmas cuz you wanna make some money
New years comes along and now you wanna drink with buddies
Its like I'm on a roll and I can never be happy
What can I do to show you that I'm unhappy
Most likely to your friends, all I do is complain and argue
But they cant possibly imagine all the things I do for you
I know that they dont know the number of nights I stay up crying
Or the reasons I have behind my suspicions of you lieing
I bet that they dont know the times that we've made love
Or the countless nights I've thanked the lord for sending me your love
Or how about the day that our love almost slipped away
And we made a promise to each other tht we'll never go astray
The many times I've told myself "I'm better off alone"
Or the times I've begged you to please stay up with me on the phone
Either cuz I loved you or cuz I didn't wanna be alone
But you dont wanna talk to me. I can hear it in your tone
All that your friends know are about the lil fits I throw
When I dont get my way and your pride you never swallow
They'll never get to see the real me or my other side
Cuz at da end of da day, they're your friends not mine.
