Christmas Day 2005--- grrr

You kicked me out, mom.
You led me closer to suicide.
But when I held up that knife,
All I could see was your eyes.

Leave me alone,
Stop playing this mind game.
You tell me to leave,
Then come home again.

You say you're better off without me,
And I'm just a mistake,
Let me do you a favor,
And give you a lifetime break.

Okay,
Fine you made it clear.
You got your wish.
I'm no longer near.

How shallow could you be,
Kicking me out on Christmas Day.
I was the one who put up with you,
But suddenly I'm the bad one? Yeah okay.

Don't ever tell me you're sorry.
Don't tell me things you don't mean.
You ruined every little hope I had left,
And I'm still a teen.

These tears mean nothing to you.
You say you want me to be happy,
BULL$HIT!
You\'re enjoying my misery.

I\'m never going to forgive you!
Did I st-studder?
Enough of these games.
GAMEOVER.