Whispers in the dark

As I lay next to you,
Your warm embrace,
So full of love,
So full of life,
So safe.
Even in your sleep,
Your smile, shine.
Your face glowing,
Under the moonlight.

I cannot help but wander far,
To a place so far away.
A place so cold,
Where I stand alone,
With only a moon,
To guide me.
I hear these whispers,
While I fight back tears.
Beholding a scream,
Not wanting you to hear.

I may not love you as much as you do,
I may not say all the things that you want me to say
I may not do all the things you want me to do
I may not be able to verbally,
Express my feelings for you.

But,
I know I would walk to the end of the world for you
I know that I would forever be there for you
I know that I would always be your shelter
My arms would embrace you whenever,
You feel that this world does not matter.
Lay your worries at bay,
Let the shore wash your worries away.
I know you have seen it all,
However, I have more.

I may not always be optimistic,
Not because I dont believe,
But because am too afraid to hang on,
Too afraid to wander high in the horizon,
For am afraid of falling

I would give you my all,
But these whispers just wont let me be.
These whispers in the night,
Are holding me back.

I may not be everything you want me to be,
Give me time,
I will unwind.
I know I can give more,
As for now,
This is all I can provide.

Please do not let go of my hand,
You are everything I ever wanted.

I close my eyes,
Move closer to you,
I wipe my tears,
Love slowly crawls back into me,
Reviving me out of the darks,
Pushing those whispers aside.
As you hold me closer,
I put my thoughts aside,
As you move closer and kiss me.

And I fall in love with you,
All over again.