by bethan Dec 30, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
Every night I cry myself to sleep wondering what my little girl would look like would she have my big blue eyes or would she have my brown hair. I will never find out though will . I cant bare to think what tomorrow will hold , I have cut my wrists and write death poems all the time. My mum and dad crys and tells me I need help but I dont need help I just want to hold my little girl in my arms and know what that would feel like. I just want my little girl back I carried her for 9 months then all of a sudden she is dead. Its like 1 big nightmare I need to wake up .no I dont need help |
by raquel
Wow... that is some poem... i just lost my lil girl... i wanst in my 9th month..just my 5.. and it was hard.. and i cry still about it.. it has been 5 months and feels like today..im sorry for ur lost.. hope u get better..cause it does in time.. |
My older sister is now 18. She was pregnant, and lost her baby boy 2 days before he was supposed to be born...I dont know how you feel, but I know it hurts. But if you ever need someone to talk to..dont be afraid to e-mail me.. |
by bethan
But no one will talk to me.. they walk passed me... or should i say run pass me before i open my mouth . i hope i will get over it... i will never forget about it though |
by aimee
Look My Mum Lost 17 Babies which could've been my brothers and sisters I barely come out alive and everytime when I saw her face for the months after was horrible but now after Many years shes better but I'll always remember my brothers and sisters alive or not. |