I know i said it didn\'t hurt and i wasn\'t bothered by the fact you said goodbye, but the truth is deep down inside I\'m constantly questioning why the pain still seems so strong after so long. don\'t know why i still think of you the way i do even after the pain you put me through. its ironic cause people assume i hate you but i love you just the same, the same way i did the first time i said it and the first time you kissed all my pain away. still frustrated and hurt by the way things ended up with you cant complain cause most people cant say they had the same kind of ending as us two. my first love forever gone but your memory so strongly lives on, even if i no longer get kiss or calls. it gets easier to let go as each day goes away. just know there will never be any one to take your place doesn\'t matter if they love me more than you, things just wont be the same not coming from you. still as each day passes i get a little stronger and I\'ll put my feelings aside but my memories of you will never die.
