PUTTING EVERYTHING I FEEL DOWN

I MISS YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER... I WANT YOU BUT THAT IS JUST SOMETHING THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.. WHAT ONCE WAS MINE NOW I HAVE LOST AND ITS HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT THAT YOU HAVE MOVED ON... AFTER I DID WHAT I DID IT WAS THEN THAT I REALIZE THAT I SCREWED UP BUT LIFE GOES ON AND I HATE IT CAUSE ALL I CANT DO IS JUST SIT THEIR AND THINK HOW YOU WERE ALWAYS THEIR AND I DIDN'T APPRECIATE YOU... I CANT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT NOW YOU HAVE A NEW LOVER AND I STAY THE WHOLE NIGHT THINKING ABOUT YOU..TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO KNOW....NOW THAT UR GONE NOW THAT I HAVE MY FEELINGS STRAIGHT....

ANYONE PLEASE HELP ME!!