RIP Baby Brother. Happy 14th Birthday.

Today would have been my brothers 14th birthday, if he never had to pass away. Days pass and it doesnt get any easier, only harder. Wondering everything about him, who he would have been..what he would have been like...he never even made it to his second birthday, and for that, i am so sorry.
This hasnt bothered me all day, & for some reason, now, it just hit..hard.
Here is something I just wrote about him.

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I wonder who youd be today
If you didnt have to go
Would you always be telling jokes?
Putting on a show

Would I be spending every Friday
At your basketball game
Watching you do what you do best
Working your way to fame

Would I find you in your room
Talking on the phone
Or would I find you in the basement
Sitting all alone

Fourteen years have come and gone
You havent been around
I wonder what youd look like
I wonder how youd sound

Do you think Id like your friends
And do you think Id care
As I watched all the girls in school
Walk by you and stare

Do you think wed get along
Or do you think wed fight
Always watching one another
To go and tell mom if were doing wrong or right

Id keep all your secrets
If youd keep all mine
Id even help you with the girls
And all those cheesy pickup lines

You are my little brother
I wonder how it would be if you didnt have to go
I miss you so much everyday
And Im pretty sure it shows.

RIP SHANE. I love you.
Happy Birthday, December 30, 1991.
Passed Away, September 3, 1993.

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Id really love to know what you think.
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