Do you hear me screaming inside my throat
Its a silent kind of cry
The one you know will never stop
Its that feeling of dieing inside your skin
Or maybe even that burning feeling of sufficating
I\'m not so sure anymore
All I know is this "love" is only desire,
and every night spent on the phone was wasted,
and every single smile was worthless...after your cruel intentions had been brought to my attention
The truth was far from my fantasy I'd come to find
Only after I had let myself die inside
My words were almost as fake as my smile,
but that didnt stop you
You loved to hurt and it cost me my dignity
After all I was blinded,abused,lost,confused,callussed,and misused
It's finaly settled in my chest that this was only...
A tragic end to an even worse beginning.~t.m
