How i got my name

Crying hysterically
i can hardly breathe
I'm on the edge,
the brink, as they call it
i cant take anymore
as my soul is fighting for separation from me
i don't even like myself
I'm confused in so many ways
frustrated on so many levels
and run down for so may reasons
you name it ive been thru it:

heartbreak,loss,deceit,broken friendships,jealousy,depression,obsession,suicidal,homicidal,

and in every way i have suffered:

mentally,physically,academically,emotionally,medically,socially,spiritually,

and i have taken every bullet fired, every bomb dropped, every stone thrown, and every piece ripped

i stand before you battered, torn,bruised,shaken,broken,unstable, just a plain wreck

and i will give u this advice with all my experience through life:
end existence before u too are sore from reality