Blood staind arm

Hi im crik and at the age of 3
my daddy was all over me
I was to scaried to tell any one
so i let him hit me
how much can it hurm

now i am 16 and my dad is still at it
he hits and slaps me each and everyday
how much more can I take
so each and every night I take up that blade
it take away all my suffering and all the pain
Until that one day
when I cut to deep
I fell into a deep deep sleep

when i woke up I was in the hospitle
My dad was there
sitting in the chair
when he saw that I awake

he took my and held me saying that he was sorry for everything he had done

but when we got home
he got out he gun
he said if i did it again he would shoot me in the heart
so that night I took that threat and cut so deep that i bleed to death.
so what now dad with no one to harm
are you going to start cuting ur arm
or are you going to take ur life
its ur choice to make i made mine
I hope that i put u in a bind
now that im dead
do u wish you would had stoped.
if not than ha i took my life 1st