Time to say good bye 12-31-05

As i walk slowly down the hall every breath gets harder and harder, i barely have the strength to open the door to your room. its almost impossible to look at you with the tubes and wires all over.instead i just search the room,only to find your pale face once more. i manage to hold myself together and try to hide my fear, until doctors tell me its time to say good bye there is no time left . i can no longer fight the tears that flood my face as i search for the words to say but how do i say goodbye to father i hardly know.