Everyone has turned their backs on me
Even my best friend
I can't take this anymore
This is my end.
Everyone looks at me like I'm some kind of freak
Their eyes are filled with pitty and fear
Knowing I'm capable of self pain and torture
And knowing I'm dying to get away from here.
No one wants me in their life
All I do is bring them pain
I listen to music alone in my room
Slowly going insane
I'm finally done
This hollow heart can't take it anymore
Barry me deep
Beneath the wooden floor
I'll meet my maker,
be judged then he'll decide
If i go to heaven or not
It depends on how i died
A knife through my heart
A gun to me head
Both will be more than the cuts
and the blood I've bled
I'm saying goodbye
To only one person tonight
I hope you'll never stop loving me
Although i know you might
You'll hate me forever
Because i left u first
But i just need you to know
For me, the pain of living was worse
I'll meet my maker
I'll sing my song
A song of torture
And no one will sing along
