If I could control you with my brain,
I wouldn't let you look right through my pain,
I'd make you listen to every word I said,
You'd feel so guilty you'd wish you were dead,
I wouldn't keep it bottled up inside,
I'd make you feel every tear I cried,
This time you'd be forced to listen to me,
I'd open up the heart no one else could see,
I'd mutilate myself with eyes straight ahead,
You would watch me bleed until my curse was dead,
I'd look at your face overwhelmed with fright,
And smile with relief, this would be my last night.