Through the mist

Through the mist i found you. You seemed so fragile as delicate objects would appear. Far too scared to break you. Nothing seemed more logical than giving you my heart. Every breath i ever took , bounded all in you dressed in the beauty that i once called mine. Slowly you sucked the life out of me. But knowing you still had my heart was the reason i longed your presence. Kissing you....Touching you....needing you. So heres the shorter story....no need for me to comprehend why i love you so.
And now your face gradually becoming a memory just like any other amazing moment i ever shared with you. So wave goodbye...
Our last kiss
Our last laugh
Our last cry
Our last f**k
Our last row
Our very very last....
Everyone of your letters buried under my pillow , in the vain hope at night it will all be reality again. These tears dont fall because im sad. They fall because every drop is drenched in every moment i ever loved you ....and its the only thing that keeps me real. Hatred is not something i like to indulge in so instead i'll opt for fantasys and dreams that will never come true.
So my love.....I say goodbye whilst i listen to "our" songs that used to send you to sleep in my arms. And i thank god that i ever set eyes on you. I know the real you.
Nothing seemed more logical than giving you my heart
What a pity yours belongs someplace else.