Its just me down again...
Left with this frustration,
and I cant do anything else...
but to cause this red ocean.
yet no one seems to notice...
about this so called "mistake",
but the pain cant be compared...
to the one named heartache.
Its just me down again...
inside this sad sad room,
to satisfy myself with blood...
and more tears to consume.
I know I do need help...
to get rid of all this pain,
to stop feeling this anger...
and be myself again.
Somewhere I've lost...
I should of been more aware,
though they say it takes time...
For this to repair.
But im tired of trying...
and I cant take it anymore,
this feeling of cutting...
is hard to ignore.
