New Year.....

This person isnt me,
Im not being who I am.
As you see me now,
is nothing but a scam.

Im a dark and lonely person,
solid cold down to the heart.
but I wasnt always like this,
Some things just fell apart.

So I let it out,
mostly through paper and pen.
And I have never said a word...
But today I hope that ends.

Im staring a new year.
I hope its better that the past.
Somehow my mood wont let me believe...
I dont think my time can last...