My fake smile is gone

My fake smile is gone
Tears are shed
I've given up on everything
Except wanting to be dead

It's hard to "start over"
When everything feels so fake
It's hard to move on
When I know I'm about to break

It's been six months
But it's all the same
I'm still drowning here
Drowning in the pain

I can't ask for help
Cuz no one would hear
No one can save me
Even though they're all so near

One more step
And I'll be gone
I'm on the edge
I can't hold on long

I've lost myself
I'm empty inside
I have to many thoughts
of how I'll die

So I'm saying it now
This is goodbye
It's to late to save me
Cuz tonight I'm going to die.........