My Grave of Blood

How must you put into words
feelings and emotions
if you count my every tear
theres enough to fill one million oceans.

How do you say 'i love you'
and mean it in your soul
for will you love
them after they die
people giving endless console.

How do you feel beautiful
when there will always be someone else, depression takes over your heart, and ails your health.

How do you keep a smile
when everything is going wrong
your heart is broken to pieces
and someway you still stay strong.

How do you hold in every tear
that tends to escape down your cheek the words that explain your feelings, do not explain what you speak.

How do you kiss someones lips
when you've never kissed them before, the words "its over" you ignore.

How do you know if its love
or if its just a case of lust
how do you find out for sure
is it your heart you have to trust?

How do you hold someones hand
its like a promise to never let go
I'm digging my sweet grave of blood where innocent roses grow.