Time to give up the fight

Up all night, screaming at you,
Mad because of the things you do.
Hurt because you say I'm wrong,
You haven't been listening all along.
It's all about you, what more can I say.
I want this to work, but not this way.
River of tears and a broken heart,
How can I expect to go back to the start?
Anxiety attacks and constant stress,
How did this become such a mess?
Days with out eating and you ask me why,
Have you ever considered your bundle of lies?
You place all of the blame upon my shoulders,
With each passing day, my heart grows colder.
A year and a half down the drain,
The wounds so deep it drives me insane.
Arguments and lies,
Each day my heart dies.
We can't make it right,
We constantly fight.
Yet still I hold on,
But my reasons are gone.
A loveless relationship is what this has grown to be.
What happened to the love you use to share with me?
It has faded as time has passed.
I don't see how this will ever last.
I know it's time to walk away,
And not let myself look back.
But every time I reach that point,
It's my courage that I lack.
If this is what we've become,
And there's no way to make it right,
Then it's time for my heart to say goodbye to you,
And give up this inexhaustible fight.