Just another day
trying to get by
living a lie
everyone has this picture perfect
image in there heads of me
think again
i ended up in state custody over some guy i loved
i hate the world
mom and i always beat the shit out of each other over drugs
don't know my father
he is in jail
for what i dunno
all i git was its not important
he didn't want you anyway
anyway that is just a normal day
i go home and cry
i cant live anymore
no one will care if i am gone
why not
i grab the razor blade
i put it upon my wrists i push down
slightly i begin to fell better
then slowly that feeling slips away
i pick up the blade touch it to another section of flesh on my wrist
this time i push down harder
i want more blood
once i see the first drop i want more and more i watch it drip to the floor
i realize this isn't what i want
and go to bed just to
do the whole thing over
the next day
