This past year

Out of this past year
all i remember is tears
i do not want to have another year like that
all i want are the smiles and laughs back
tonight is the night to just sit back and reminisce
about the past, and all the loved ones you miss
but tonight all i can remember from 2005
is all those times i did not want to survive
what makes you think i would want to go on for one more year
with these tears, this pain, and these fears
well i do not want to go on to 2006
from what my memory depicts
i do not want to go on just to have conflicts
but not moving on is just a quick fix
thats not life, thats not how things go
and from 2005 thats all i know

*new years resolution*
*dont cry.stay true.be real.*