You sit at home all alone
you just wana die
you Begin to cry
you wonder why
why do bad things
always happen to me
what did i do to deserve this
will anyone care if i am gone
you begin to scream
though nobody can here you
you go to your room
open your little black book
unfold a page and take out
a razor blade
you lean against the wall
then slowly slide down
when you cant go any lower
you rest your head against the wall
you pick up the hand with the blade
you then think
can i do this
can i kill myself
i dont know
you put the blade to your skin and make the first cut you
begin to cry
you look up and see the picture
of your best friend and realize she needs you
