Suicide note to mom

by Kim   Dec 31, 2003


Drink after drink I think that just maybe these pills are not enough I know my life is not that tough
but I keep turning down this same road over and over again the cuts keep sinking in the tears are flowing again crimson tears down my arm this world does so much damn harm you dont even know how far I can go deeper and deeper the knife is sinking in part of my life part of me damn't mom dont you see this world is just not for me please I ask you whatever you do remember its not about you. Okay I lied, you are part of the reason I'm about to die taking my life just dont ask why. Finally you see its not me the sickness has taken over you know the one you refused to see. Its cold now I want to go to sleep it must be the pills I took with the forth or fifth drink. I think one more cut will do it now wow I never knew I put so much inside maybe now I dont have to die but wait its colder now the world is darker now lying on the floor cold and alone the puddle of my life is all around wait whats that sound oh, Hi mom sorry about the mess heres a note for you I think I'm just gonna rest now.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Crisett

    Wow it blew me away..i cant believe ur bi tho thats sick!!!
    4/5

  • 20 years ago

    by kaysha

    Vey amazing poem. it touched me so much because im going and went through exactley where you are. I mean yes, i tried to overdose. Yes i cute myself. yes, i think of suicide at least 5 times a week. But you know what, god has a plan a mission for allof us. And if we ruin his perfect plan, how will we ever know our purpose in life? Well, if you ever need someone to talk to about your feelings or n e thing, you call always e-mail. Ill be more then please to listen and understand. You can also check out my poem Troubled reality, goodnight. TAKE CARE AND GODBLESS :O)