I have nothing to live for nothing at all,
My life is full of disappointment's,
one after another nothing seems to work in my life so alone i think what it would be like if i were to put that sharp silver blade to my wrist nd press as hard as i ever could if i could kill myself the blood dripping from my writs as i die a slow and painful death with every step tord's death i await what it would be like to have a perfect life but that is not what i want i don't know what i want do i want to take that silver sharp blade to my writs and shot gun to my head or do i just want to live for my life await the pain i have and let it help me through everything i feel or do i even care what happens to me i can't let me take my life of what i know and care for the love i have lost the pain i have suffered because of you i can't take it anymore with all this crap I've been through its not worth it to me to live but i wonder what it would be like to have a mothers love and care but i can't take it anymore I'm putting that silver sharp blade to my wrist and I'm going to let the bold red blood drip into a puddle of death i await the angel of death but i wonder what it would be like
