My hands are tied
its like i swallowed a knife that cut away my pride
my dignity froze and died
tears i cryed crystallized to ice
i didn't want to survive
like that no one can live life
with a closed heart and a mind so shut
living on the inside it was eating me up
but i gladly cut the insides out
and finally managed to shout
what am i feeling i need to find out
before it destroys me completely
like a virus wiping away all memory of me
deleting all history no restore point
this times for real i can feel the pressure
the task of searching for an answer
I'm running out of time and i hope i get what i wanted
or ill be left so disappointed
why do i feel like lifes denied
or I'm being pushed aside
like the Shadow is looking over my shoulder
i don't know why but i fink my patience is getting shorter
but eventually I'm going to have to figure out life
or face again swallowing the knife
i don't know how many pieces my soul can be in
guess ill find out.......
