Life after death

Living this life without you has to be the hardest thing ever
The grown ups always argueing about who gets what..
Not covering everything you owned
Grandma has lost many sisters cause of your death
Fighting is getting outragous
Over little things like plastic dolls which meant barely anything to you
But everything to them..
I received a doll i admired for years..
I placed it at the top of my closet shelf
Not wanting to look at it for it may reveal tradgecil memories..
Living life after someones death is the hardest thing imaginable..

This is to my grandma who died about a year ago and many fights have been going on with her daughters about who gets what and its making me mad so i had to let it all out...Thanks everyone!