My Choice

I hate how
when you make a choice
its like someone gets hurt
even if you don't mean to
but they don't care about that
i made a choice
and now one of
the people i love so much
is mad at me
i just want him to understand
i have to do this
i miss him
i love him
i want him
but what i need
right now is to be alone
stand on my own feet
i need to do this
i need to take care
of me and figure
a lot of things out
you said if we broke up
you were leaving
thats your choice
just try to understand
i wasn't mad at you
when you took a break
so its not fair
i don't want you mad at me
but if i have to bare that
in order to do
what it is
i need to do then so be it.
the pain you wont see
the tears i will hide
the love that we share
will always be with me
and "I' ve loved you all along"
part of a song. but thats
how long I' ve loved you
since we met but
like i said
i have to do this