Why can't my life be easier?
I live my life everyday
I visit my friends
And my lover
I want to be crazy and wild everyday
Somehow I'm not what I use to be
I change so much
I hate it
I want to be the tomboy that didn't care about boys
Just wanted to free out on the streets
Going out at night and spend time with my friends
I was tomboy that loved guys but didn't want them to my boyfriend
I love to spend time with guys and still do
But I'm a tomboy that I love my friend
It does not make since
He was my friend but now he is my lover
I love to spend time with him
I just can't wait till he likes me
I love him a lot
I'm a tomboy that loves listen to music and read and draw
I can't stand being without him
I want to be with him all the time
I wish he would know that
I'm proud of whom I am
I'm just waiting till that day comes
My friends say they like it when I'm like this
Well I have been like this the whole time
