Could I tell you my secrets?
The ones that life pass you by?
The feelings I show in the shadows?
Some of the lies that people tell?
I lock up the madness and sadness inside of me
My happiest times are lost in trash
I can’t show up on earth
Everyone makes fun of the helpless
I’m not helpless
I have family and friends
Could I show you my tears coming down?
The numbness inside my body?
I hate making people feel so bad for me
I can’t get up unless an angel tells so
The rush of blood in my veins
Goes around in my head
My faith is gone
I lock my door to scream
No one hears me
The underworld laughs at me
So I hide somewhere to be safe
I go where I can live
In a place I call freedom and my heaven
