Welcome to my own little hell
This is where I spend my life
Where all my poisonous thoughts dwell
Welcome to my own little hell
This is where I spend my days
This is where I live and where I die
To the real world I just seem in a daze
Welcome to my own little hell
This is where I scream and weep
These twisted walls imprison my emotion
The mountain of joy is just too steep
Welcome to my own little hell
Here is the place I come to cry
Cry about the life I lead
Here is the place I ask God Why?
Welcome to my own little hell
Surrounded by my hell all the time
It follows me where ever I go
What's wrong did I commit a crime?
Welcome to my own little hell
I'm sorry God for what I've done
Please please set me free
I'll solve my problems one on one
Welcome to my own little hell
It's here I have to put up with every taunt
About things which can really hurt
Things which stay and words that haunt
Welcome to my own little hell
To this hell I'm eternally bound
I can struggle all I want
They've hidden me so I can't be found
Welcome to my own little hell
I watch my life pass me by
I'm helpless to stop it
No one can tell when I cry
Welcome to my own little hell
I can't express who I am
Can't tell the ones I love what's wrong
Forced into this unhappy sham
Welcome to my own little hell
I'm stuck here on my own
Darkness pressing in on me
Pain will follow if I moan
Welcome to my own little hell
These things hurt can't you see?
Wrenching out my soul, my personality
So welcome to my own little hell
My little hell, created by me
* I have had writer's block for months. this is the first poem I have managed to write for months. Please comment. It means more than it ever has done in the past, because this poem was so hard to write. I know this poem is not good, but please, even just point out it's faults.. thank you..and Happy New Year *
