My life

Each day i wake up wishing to die, wishing i had the curage to jump and fly, i own no home no family as well, had no one beside me each time i fell, having nothing but to bleed get by on life, trying not to visulize the blade of a knife, always wanting to be him or her but never me, always wanting to know whats its like to be truely happy,wishing he would stop hiting me praying for her to come back, wanting someone in this world to cut some slack, this is my life that i want to end, thease days got me fearful of the next day my life will send, death must be easy cuzz this life is hard..
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