I'm sorry you left me,
but that doesn't mean I need you.
You've made you decision,
and eventually I will get through.
I feel lied to, betrayed,
like a memory or a smile you will fade.
You really let me down,
in leaving me with this mess you've made.
I bet you're probably happy,
and thats all I wanted you to be,
I just didn't know in order to get there,
you would sacrifice me.
It was just your image I could count on,
and when I looked again that was gone..
I thought family was forever,
how you love to prove me wrong.
I wonder if you thrive on this pain you cause.
I wonder if you even thought about it, taken a pause.
We all make mistakes, we all have flaws,
but your biggest mistake was closing these doors.
Maybe I can see a little of where you're coming from,
but I at least thought we could go through it together.
it hurts so much, and you couldn't give a feather.
...How could you do this to me Mom?