I Saw Him

Today I saw him
for the first time since that day

i had no words to say
he acted as if nothing happened

but i knew he knew
i knew he was feeling something

he kept looking at me
with those puppy eyes

trying to make me see
that he is truly sorry

now hes smiling at me
and i cant help but begin to melt

i want to leave but they insist we stay
so we do

He starts talking
to who

to me
my head spins

and i have nothing to say
so i stand and smile

while we converse for awhile
and as he stares into my eyes

i realize
hes still mine

i dont want him
but i melt

even after all that hes done
he still has won

Today i Saw him