Yesterday when death pay it\'s toll.Gave me the burden to play the leading role.
To take care of my self without her hear by my side.To stay on the train for the deadly ride.
I have become suicidal all I try to do is kill,only myself I do try to make ill.
Now in my small room I sit nothing to hurt myself with.I try to get a hold of something just one little thing...to bring down the blood so the tears could stay in.
But nothing I find so I lay down and cry release all my pain as I weep through the night.
A person comes in they close the door,my best friend is here but she is not my best friend anymore.I stare at her coldly and she only stares back. She stiffens here lip but I know she will crack.
She stares deep into my eyes and says this is goodbye I\'m sorry I wasn\'t there to aid to your cries.
I nod my head to understand but I was very upset she failed to meet my demands.I tried to pretend I could accept her goodbye but now I wanted to break down and cry.
She moves closer I see the warmth in her face.The friend I once new....but now that wasn\'t the case.She put her arms around me so tight and then as she did she said have a nice life.
She left me alone in that dark quiet room.To suffer alone and let death pay it\'s toll.
