Sorrows Underneath

I'm A Runaway From Harsh Reality
I Hide The Awful Truth
My Wrists Are Torn Open And Bleeding
From The Innocent Scissors On My Desk
All The Hurt Eats Away At My Flesh
I'm Disconnected From The World Around Me
No Warmth Seems To Reach My Heart
Icy, It Cannot Melt Away
Eyes That Have Lost All Its Depth
It's Hidden Beneath The Surface
Then, When I Let The Hurt Escape
I Escape Through Only A Gasp
The Prick Of Pain
The Pinch Of Death
And I Learned How To Bleed
Why Do I Do Such A Thing?
My Lips Tremble And Nothing Comes Out
But From My Eyes, The Tears Fall
Falling, For The Life I Am Losing
Slowly Down The Drain
Goes My Crimson Blood
I Cut Away All The Fears And Stress
I Wait For The Consequences To Come
The Blade Of A Knife
The Bridge Over Troubled Waters
And My Blood Runs Cold As I Contemplate
I've Felt The Cuts Of Depression
I Can't Stop
This Agony Sinks Deeper Into My Soul
This Has Gone On Too Long
Here Is My Shadowed Prayer
I Need To Stop This
Before The Price I Pay Becomes Higher
And I Drift Down A River To Nowhere

©® April 2005
Ciermae B.