Looking out the window,
on a cold and rainy day,
the girl's crying,
Alone, without support..
confused by the emotions pulsing though her veins.
She looks to her own journal for support,
her own words are screaming out loud,
love lost, pain with no end.
She starts to run,
as far as her feet will take her,
and then collapses in the white shinning snow,
tears running down her her face,
she just wants to give in to the the cold,
the numbness.
But she cant,
She knows she can't do that,
give the emotions,
let them take her over,
she has to be strong,
The one everyone can depend one,
She has to be what everyone thought she was,
confident and happy,
so she walks home.
Looking at the faces of her family,
she fakes a smile,
she doesn't belong,
they know that's true,
she doesn't deserve them.
She looks in the mirror,
and wipes her eyes,
the girl is me.
